Monday, August 08, 2005
Introduction



I never thought I would be a Blogger. I always thought it is wasting time to be in front of a machine for a certain time to write personnel opinions and explanations of different stuff and no one would read them.

With the increasing attention paid to blogs around the world, I found myself ready to speak things out. Especially when I am an Iraqi reporter living in Iraq and reporting on car bombs, kidnappings, life, and political process. I feel like not everyone is reading what I report on, but I might give a chance to curious people, who have the time to spend reading me, to see what is really happening in the country through what I’m going to post here that might not find the way into a newspaper. I hope you get the benefit of this.

First of all, I feel like I should explain why I chose “24 Steps to Liberty” as a name to the Blog.

In a visit to the USA earlier this year, I had the chance to fulfill one of my thousand dreams, which is to see and actually touch The Statue of Liberty. I was waiting for that moment when I see the statue with my own eyes and Live. Not through pictures or movies. I think being an Iraqi left me thinking a lot about the statue because it’s always been, and will always be, a symbol of freedom and justice. Since long, long time ago when I was a child, I always imagined myself standing before Mother of Exiles and speaking to her using my few English words I get in school everyday. Of course I don’t remember what exactly I used to say, in my imaginary meeting with her, but I remember the answers I pretended I got from her. Something like “Yes, I love you too,” or “I will wait for you,” or “Come now.” Just these short answers because I couldn’t form long ones or more sophisticated sentences with my weak English that time. I remember the dialogue was always about how much I wanted to leave Iraq and I lacked the freedom I saw in movies. Even when I was a child, I knew there was something missed in our life that is Freedom. Given my family background in politics and opposition to Saddam Hussein and his regime, I always heard conversations inside the family that I wasn’t supposed to repeat outside. I and my siblings were always taught that nothing said within the family could be repeated outside the house, especially political arguments and discussions, or the result will be “Death.” I was eager to face Mother of Exiles. After the invasion of Iraq in 2003, I felt I needed to update my conversation with her and tell her face to face that I am freed and I kept my promise of visiting her, and here I am.In the boat that took us, two friends of mine and I, I didn’t feel others around me. I didn’t look at people or noticed the loud voices I heard when I first got into the boat. My eyes gazed at the statue almost all the way to it. I wanted to see her from all sides. I even didn’t talk to my friends. I just needed time between her and me. No on else. While the boat approached Statue of Liberty, I was talking to her. “Here I am. Welcome me. I said I am coming one day and here I am. I am ----, do you remember me?” I repeated this all the time. My dream wasn’t only to see the statue, but to touch her also. I wanted to touch my dream to feel it wasn’t a dream anymore. It is true. And I did. I touched the nearest thing to the statue I could get, because it is not allowed to be on the top of it to actually touch the metal. Inside the monument, the guide was giving us the tour and history of the statue. At the end she said “Now you will take 24 steps to liberty.”
 
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6 Comments:


At 10:51 AM, Blogger Katie

Wow, what a wonderful blog. I will make sure to pass this along to my friends and family. Americans don't understand what it feels to be an Iraqi experiencing this war - your blog will help improve this understanding.

Since my sister started working in Iraq and other places in the Middle East, I have a new appreciation for the freedoms and opportunities I enjoy in the States. I can wake up each day to pursue my dreams safely and comfortably. Our challenge as Americans is to not let our comfort turn in to complacency -

 

At 8:04 PM, Blogger Mutant Pacifist

Hello,

I just found your blog and was very impressed with it and with your story. I am glad you decided to become a blogger and share it with the world community.

 

At 7:35 AM, Anonymous Pedro Azara (Barcelona. Spain)

Sir

My name is Pedro Azara. I am from Barcelona (Spain). I am preparing an exhibition, to be shown next year in Barcelona and Madrid (Spain), Amann (Jordan) and maybe Irbil (Irak) on modern architecture in Baghdad projected or built by masters such as Le Corbusier, Wright, Aalto, Gropius, Sert, Ponti, Venturi, Bofill, Smithson, SOM, etc.
The exhibition has the full support of the Spanish embassy in Baghdad and the spanish consulate in Irbil, and will receive funds the Spanish Ministry of Foreign Affairs.
I would like to get in touch with students of architecture and with professors of architecture in Baghdad, in order to invite some of them to give a lecture when the exhibition is opened. I am not able to know whether the Faculty of Architecture in Baghdad is still opened. Maybe you could know architects or (ancient?) students of architecture from Baghdad?
We hope that this exhibition will show a fact, great architectural projects in Baghdad, that not even all architects know.

Yours sincerely

Pedro Azara
Architect. Professor of aesthetics at the School of Architecture in Barcelona (UPC-ETSAB)
Barcelona (Spain)
pedro.azara@upc.edu

 

At 11:31 PM, Blogger Mansoor Alam Mallick

ASAK,

I can understand your pain. But can u answer my one question. Who is responsible for all this?

Is it not all because of "Who will control Middle East A.K.A Oil?

Was Salam

 

At 10:04 PM, Anonymous Anonymous

Let all warmongers go to hell.
That is the only place they deserve.
Just wondering when the people of the third world, not just the Shias or Sunnis but of all creed, nationality and religion (including the Atheists) will unite to crush the attacking abilities of the so called civilised nations like US-Britain of today and the Germany-Italy of the second world war days.
I am eagerly waiting for the doom of the socalled industrialised nations.

 

At 10:02 PM, Blogger Mirandian

Hi.

Wanted to know why the name 24 steps....and so here I am. Such a meaningful name.

I too never thought I would be a Blogger....and who would read my Blogs...but then some do....but more, it's my observation and what I am feeling....a place to release "conversation with myself".

I found your blog as I looked at the latest headlines on the rss feed...Iraqi Bloggers (news.bbc.co.uk) I was intrigued...